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die today

by Maddi Mae

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listen to this song when you need a reset button.

maybe you'd do absolutely anything to not feel the hurt you're feeling right now. often painful and sometimes even truly evil things happen to good people. it's unfair that you're suffering.

there may not be anyone to help you get through this. it may just be up to you, alone. so i want this song to wake up the powerful part of you that just keeps getting up and carrying you forward no matter how bad it hurts.

people like us who push through the suffering are the ones who end up actually making the world better, even if it's just a little bit at a time. our wounds reveal what needs healing, and we learn to do the work as we patch ourselves up. it's okay to just take care of yourself for a while, but when you're ready, you'll have learned how to take care of others like you too.

you need you right now. and there are other people like you who will need you when you're ready for them. you're worth saving. and they're worth saving too.

even if you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel right now, i promise it's here. i'm standing in the light, and i'm calling to you with this song.

lyrics

I don't want to die today
But I don't want to live this way
Free me from myself

Look around me
There is plenty to break my heart
But there are reasons to find a start
Of something new

There's no leaving me behind me
I'm carrying me with me
I don't want to die today

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released August 4, 2023
written, performed, recorded, mixed, and mastered by
maddi mae aka mother sweet potato
at sound house in remington, virginia

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Maddi Mae Remington, Virginia

hi, this is a museum of a lot of the music i've made - the good and the bad.

my new song "die today" is totally different from the collection of songs i released in 2020. it's born out of just making music that felt good to me after hours at my music school/studio (sound house).

if you like the song, tell me about it please.
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